What is really what?

Why is it that i dont fit in with the life around me? And what is it that i wish to fit into?
Fit into a box? No!
Fit into a size 2 pair of jeans? Maybe...but i might end up looking like a crackhead at that weight.
Fit in with a crew? The cool kids........Nope, i've never been cool. If i did i would just be posing and that would be very uncool of me!
How about fitting in with myself? That would be nice.